I am so freaking tired today!…Haaay, just wanna lie down and chill out..I just had a back to back exams this morning. I’ve been lacking a bunch of sleep these past few days and I can’t wait ’till the week’s over! hahaha..Hmmm, but in spite of my very arduous day I still manage to smile while thinking of all those things I was able to accomplish. Life, really is a fast pace series of every single moment that passes by. Just like the cells that need enzymes to increase the likelihood of the reaction. I wished everything could be stable in the stationary phase..or wished I was a biofilm that thrives everywhere, without missing a single thing..
Life is too short to be wasted, so cliche yet very genuine. Wished I could still able to see grandma whenever I could get a vacation. Gonna miss everything about this woman who showed me endless strength and inspirations. I will never forget every single day I spent with her when I was back home. Her smile and benevolence, the words of wisdom and humor will be the best things ever could describe her. A woman of vigor in her former days. All she had done was to take care of us all especially me as her only apo. I have never seen her gave up on all the adversities of life. She’s always there for me, has shown me boundless love and affection. She can forget everything, forget her own but never forsake my interest. That’s my lola! Simply one of a kind! She’s the best granny ever in this whole wide universe. But there are some uncertainties in this world that are just simply inevitable. Now she’s old and weak. Those days were gone when she still can cook for us, advises me and listens to me..She was more than a grandma to me. She was my best friend. The very best friend one could ever have. I can share a secret with her that I can’t do to my mom or team up with her so I won’t get scolded. Ask her how’s my outfit and hear suggestions of colors and critic my style. My lola’s so groovy and bubbly. That’s how we were back during those times..
How I wish I could stop the days, stop her from getting old and senile. I fancy I can bring back her younger days, her wrinkle free face, the jet black hair and the plump body. Lola, I may be far from you but never a single day that I don’t think about you. You’ve already traveled far, miles after miles and it’s not the places you were able to come up with, it’s the journey of life that made you stronger and invincible. I’m glad I was able to spend quality time with you back in a while. I don’t know if I will ever get to see you again like the woman who lives in my memory right now, but all my prayers are with you. Thank you for everything, for all the things you’ve done for me. The lessons you taught and instilled in me. I am nothing without you certainly because you’re my lola. I love you so much lola. Miss na miss na kita..
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